Thoughts

Is it the last time we see each other...

Is the last time i taste your lips...

Is this so wrong I've to deny what I feel?!

I just want to smile and be happy...

Why do we try so much?!

Why do we think over too much?!

I lost control...

I lost myself in this...
And all the small talk make me wonder...
Wonder all about ifs or whats

I don't know if I should just forget...
or just try...

In my deepest thoughts...
My hopes are dead...
But still how can I deny...